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I fell asleep in a blanket of saccharine sweetness after re-reading Darling’s blog entries dating back to April 2007. It reminded me of how and why I fell in love with a friend I’ve known for so long. I couldn’t help but grin at the moments of adolescence infatuation. I could vividly remember the first time Darling held my hand shyly and our very-sudden first kiss. Those were 2 sweet yet amusing moments. Looking back, it seems surreal that we’ve reached and passed our second year anniversary. What was supposed to be a dating trial has since evolved into a relationship with solid plans for future. Every moment being in love with Darling make me realise how genuinely contented I am. Smiles on my face reflect the simplest form of happiness Darling gave me from the moment we started dating. I have never looked back since. What I have is what every girl wishes for–to love and to be love. I’m lucky and I know that. Cherishing my relationship with Darling is what I do everyday. Life is unexpected. I want our relationship to be at its sweetest every moment; living life with no regrets. I’ve learned to love , give and compromise in this relationship. I’m taught to be selfless and treat my Love with respect, honour and care. Despite constant engagements in ridiculous fun, we have a mature relationship regardless of the duration. Every moment and every event spent with my Darling have helped to bring our relationship to greater heights.

Baby, I love you! You make me complete.

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It is that time of the year again and I’m not talking about the dreadful exams that are just a mere week away. It’s Branchel’s 2nd year anniversary! Gosh! We’ve come so far. 4 years of friendship and 2 years of sweet love. I’m glad we made that transition despite the initial uncertainty.

We have our fair share of arguments and disagreements. There are times, I cried my heart out just cause it’s never easy in a relationship. Yet, I can’t find myself love Darling any lesser. It is not the good times that determines the longevity of a relationship. It is the setbacks we get through together that make us stronger. The lessons we have learnt prepared us for our lives together in the near future. We’ve evolved to become the life-long partners for each other, compromising and making amendments in our lives when needed. I’m addicted to Darling as he is to me. Absence is to love what the wind is to fire. Being apart certainly drives us mad at times. It further reinstate the fact the we both can’t exist without each other.

Those days spent cohabiting with each other sort of pre-empted me what it would be like to be living under the same roof in the near future. It’s not easy living together since bad habits revealed might fuel arguments. But I know I’ll love every single minute of it for sure. Nothing beats snuggling in bed at night, nuzzling Darling’s neck, taking a whiff of his scent and falling asleep in his arms. It’s pure bliss. And then there’s the waking up to look forward to. I might not look my best with grouchy eyes and smelly breath, but the sweet kiss on the cheek from My Love even before my eyes open is just the best way to start the day.

They say you don’t always end up with the one you love, but the one who’s most suitable for you. I think it is absolute bullshit. You choose the one you want to be with. If he’s suitable but not the one you love, move on. Love might not get you anywhere but it certainly keeps you together and make life meaningful. If he’s the one you love, yet not suitable for you to spend the rest of your life with, then why are you still with him? So you see, it’s a crap theory. Count me lucky, for at the mere age of 23, I’ve found the one I love and the one most suitable for me. I know I won’t be wrong. Even if we end up divorcing each other when we hit menopause, I know I’ve lived the majority of my life without regrets. But I’m sure a bitter divorce won’t be an option for us. We love each other down to bits and bones, snort and fart, burp and belch. Any discontentment, we’ll work it out. We’ll be the longevity loving couple of the century! I’m sure of that!

So Darling, I love you. I really do. You know I do right? I know you know I do. *snuggle kiss kiss huggies*

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I’m going to start blogging on wordpress just cause it supports mobile blogging. My Frienster blog doesn’t support mobile blogging. Just got my new Nokia E63 on the weekends. Got sick of missing out on some text messages Darling sent. And quite frankly, I’ve gotten tired of using touch-scrren phones and a phone with a Qwerty kep pad appeals to me with the ease to texting. Might eventually switch to wordpress but I need to get download to downloading all the posts on my Friendster blog. Afterall, it recorded the lifes of Btanchel for the last 600+ days since April 20th 2007. *hehe*

I’m enjoying my E63. Got it at dirt cheap. And after the exams, I’m going to get it bling up along with Darling’s trusty iPhone. Darling commented that he was going to get me this crystal encrusted Hello Kitty stick-on for my phone. It’s whopper cute. Darling’s always such a sweetheart!

Parents got back from their business trip and I’ve got goodies to boot. Swop an Alexander Wang-ish black pleated tank dress from Mum’s shop. It’s so luxurious at 100% silk. And Mum helped me stocked up on more of the Chanel studs just in case mine starts to dicolourise. Got a couple of basics from her too. The perks of having a boutique shop owner as your Mum. *haha* And while they were away, Granny called to check up on me and questioned why it has been dinosaur ages simce Darling last visited her. She’s such a dear. The more she adores Darling, the happier I get! *wahaha*

Anyways, I’ve sidetracked. Don’t you just dig my new blog site. The site name just says it all. “brandoniloveyou” seemed like the perfect way to start a new blog site. Moreover, Btanchel’s 2nd year anniversary is just around the corner. We just receieved our Theorema watches and I’m growing to like it much. *hehe* It’s flashy just the way I like.

The past few days have been blissfully sweet and lovely. Bramcheling was with no restrictions. We went where we liked and at what time we liked. I love the way it felt for the past few days. It felt so right living together, having late night dinners after a long, tiring day, snuggling up on the couch and cosing up in a chilling air-conditioned room. I love it. And desperately wish to experience it again.

People may ask how would one know if they had found the one. You just would know even without trying. I love Darling unconditionally. I’ve gotten to the stage whereby I’ve changed some of my habits just cause it repels Darling. My life revolves aroynd Darling. But it doesn’t mean Darling rules my life. I still have my own set of thoughts and commitments. It just goes to show that we love each other so immensely and yet we do not just live in a bubble of ourselves.

I love the relationship we have, the love we make, the smiles and laughtet we share and the chemistry we exudes. We could finish ezch other’s sentence even without trying. We always say the same things and utter the same words at the same time. It’s shockingly amazing how a mere 23.5 months of being in this Brancheling relationship chamged my life. I know for sure I wamt to spend the rest of my life with Darling. He’s the man I so deeply love and adore. I can’t imagine life without him. He’s mine forever and I’m his for eternity.

Datling Brandon Su Yizhi, I love you and life with you is what I want!