Monthly Archives: May 2009

Darling just went to bed. Am supposed to close my eyes and float off to lalaland but just couldn’t resist to start a short entry via mobile blogging. Had the best date tonight. The lovely weekends started early on Thursday when I met Darling for dinner with the Su family and HuiPing at Grassroot Club at YCK. Was there to celebrate BR’s graduation. I have only praises for the ala carte buffet menu. The starter soup was brewed to perfection! So finger-licking good that I could easily down 10 bowls if not for the limitations of orders. Oh my! Simply can’t stop raving about the soup. And there’s the Peking duck skin wrapped in egg crepes. OMG! It’s another heavenly dish. A definite favourite with me! I wished I took pictures of the food but I was too engrossed eating it totally slipped off my mind. We had so much laughs throughout dinner and I was stuffed like pig with all the glorious food.

Darling bit me! Random but I just had to mention that Darling accidentally took a merciless bite on my poor index finger! Mind you, it was a bite exerted with much force. And the pressure exerted in a single bite is actually 5 times your body weight. That makes up to hundreds of pascals! Was totally cringing in pain. Almost on the verge of crying! It hurt so bad I literally stopped breathing! *ahhhhhhhhh!!!!* Finger swelled up soon after. But all’s forgiven. *hehe*

I couldn’t stop bothering Darling about cravings for decent desserts despite feeling so full my stomach could explode anytime. We cabbed down in separate cabs to Dempsey Hill to get a ride home. And there it was–Durian! It was like the answer to my calling. We sat down for glorious durians. *woohoo* Cravings cured. *slurp* I’m such a glutton!

And during the journey home, I said something that sent FIL and BB into roars of hysterical laughters. *innocent blank look*

Darling booked tickets for Terminator Salvation at our favourite cinema and had chicken rice at our favourite stall on Friday night. Movie was good; filled with action. BB then escorted me back to my place for a late night McDonalds supper. Another night where Cinderella got the late-night pass. *hehe* Only possible because Mummy trusts BB.

I thought the night would just end there but… It’s a NINJA weekend! *woohoo* Cab fare was relatively cheap, considering it included the midnight charge. Love love love being in the fortress and sleeping in Darling’s bear hugs. Perfecto! Good night kisses, morning kisses. *smiles* Darling is such a saccharine sweet lover.

Woke up the next afternoon and made a trip down to the temple before taking the bus back to West Coast for our favourite pork chops. BB went bonkers and ordered pork chops, chicken chops and braised duck for us. Spent a mere $20 but had a meaty and hearty feast! Who needs restaurants? *wahahaha*

Then took the bus down to Orchard to be in sync with the Great Singapore Sale. First stop was Gucci just cause the Salvatore Ferragamo boutique at Takashimaya had a queue. The Gucci bag I wanted was no longer in sight. *boo* I heart that Gucci bag. Would have looked perfect when paired with shorts. *boo boo* We just had to stop by at Ralph Lauren. RALPH LAUREN ADORES DARLING!! RALPH LAUREN HEARTS DARLING!! No kidding. BB does look really suave in RL polos and dress shirts. And I get a tremendous kick out of watching Darling try them out in the spacious fitting room and then buying RL stuff for him. It’s an addiction. To date, I think I’ve gotten BB more than 7 RL clothings. RL should do sandals. I want them to do sandals so I can get them for BB too. *haha* Bought a RL polo tee for BB as part of his birthday gift. Wanted to get another one but he rejected it no matter how many little-girl pouts I did. Anyway, going to order another 2 more online since the boutiques ran out of the designs I wanted to get BB initially. Totally love the purchase. So high about it! Darling happy=I happy. *haha* We heart Ralph Lauren men.

Headed over to FEP to look at shoes. Darling stopped me from getting another pair of bandaged sandals. I adore bandaged sandals cause it hides my unsightly boney feet. It’s the only kind of ‘open-concept’ footwear I could wear. Saw a pair of jewelled flats at Gripz. Going to ask Mummy for her discount code before getting it. *hehe* I need to curb my shoes addiction.

Went over to our favourite mall–DFS. *woohoo* Needed to enquire about the Chanel and Yves Saint Laurent foundation. Have to do more research before deciding which to get. BB was being really sweet, listening to me yakking away about cosmetics. *haha* Must have bore him but he didn’t show it. *muak muak*

Random: I want the Ferragamo Varina flats in cream!

Checked out our intended wedding bands at Cartier. They are as lovely as can be. It’s a choice between the white gold ones and the platinum ones. I do not care for diamonds. Personally, I prefer platinum. And that cost almost 4 times more than the white gold ones. But the designs for our bands are confirm. Just waiting for the right moment. It ain’t now. Patience. *smile* The time will come when it’s ripe. *smiles* Marriage is just to legalise a union between man and woman. I’m in no hurry. My heart is always with BB and his with me. That’s what is important.

I’m still very much smitten with Darling. I’m a girl who needs constant affection and attention and BB is the only one who can provide me with the deepest and sweetest love. He’s my hero, my prince charming, my man! I’m going to marry no one but him! Only him! He puts the brightest smile on my face, the loveliest dreams in my sleep and the craziest laughters in my life. It’s his many perfections and little doses of imperfections that make him the right one for me. No one can be as imperfectly perfect as my BB. I love you Brandon Su Yizhi. *亲亲 抱抱*

I’m going nuts just by keeping it to myself. It’s been days and I can’t do it anymore. I need to let it out. And I did. Which I think upset BB.

I want to be selfish and just want you to myself. The past months had been difficult because we were occupied with school. But when the vacation is here, it seemed we have been spending time alone lesser than we did back then. When we are together, there’s always other people. I’m not saying I hate it and don’t enjoy myself. It’s just that you keep giving me hope that we would finally have time alone.

And when we do have time alone, I always have a blast. You are always sweet to me. You aren’t distracted. I know I sound selfish right now but I really don’t care. I need you to know what’s been on my mind all these while. I don’t know how to tell you this. Never been good with confrontation. I can only write about it. I need you BB. Just you and me. You tell me how much you want to bear hug me, how much you miss time alone with me. But when I thought it’s just ‘us’ time, someone else just has to be part of it. And it sucks. Because I don’t get my bear hugs. I don’t get my tender kisses. I don’t get that cheeky grin from you when you look into my eyes, telling me I’m beautiful. I want my bear hugs. I want my tender kisses, minus people staring. I want you to look me in the eye and tell me you love me. These are what make me feel special to you. I can’t remember the last time you bear hugged me. It’s been too long. Damn it! I can’t remember!

It sucks because all these make me a selfish person. But ain’t love a selfish thing? I don’t want to share. I wish you would understand how I feel. Damn it! I’m selfish, am I? I just need you to be in our bubble sometimes. OUR bubble.

I miss us BB. I miss just us..

Us together enough

Us together enough

Just the two of us

Just the two of us

 

(P.S Screw those who think I don’t love BB anymore. I love him more than anyone else! I’m not giving BB up if that’s what you are hoping! N.O.T G.I.V.I.N.G B.B U.P! Even if it means having less ‘us’ time.)

Saturday was an extraordinary day. And I’m extremely grateful towards Darling for accompanying Mummy and I. I met Darling after my morning tutoring for brunch at Raffles City. I thought it was rather fun, meeting at noon and talking over food. I love it when Darling keeps looking at me and grinning. It lights me up instantly. The power of happiness.

Yummy yummy yummy, I've got you in my tummy!

Yummy yummy yummy, I've got you in my tummy!

We did some window shopping before I popped by Aldo while Darling went to the restroom. Caught a glimpse or a prettily made leather strappy sandals, embellished with bronze studs. It’s grecian-ly pretty. It fattens my skinny feet which is a really good thing. Not sure if I should get it since it’s rather difficult to match my dresses. Yet, I’ve got a feeling I’m going to stop by to get it next week. Darling bought a pair of leather weaved gold mocassins from Aldo instead. The gold matches so well with my skin tone and the leather’s so soft! I’ve got a weak spot for anything leather. *haha* I love presents from Darling! Thankies Darling for yet another pair of beautiful shoes! *muak muak* You spoil me. *giggles*

Aldo leather weaved mocassins

Aldo leather weaved mocassins

Aldo studded strappy sandals *Should I? Should I not?*

Aldo studded strappy sandals *Should I? Should I not?*

Met Mummy at Raffles Place MRT station and the 3 of us took a long journey down to our destination. Not going to say where we went. Secret between the 3 of us. *haha* We had laughs.  And even though half of the day was spent with Mummy, leaving the 2 of us with less time for each other, it was a fruitful one. It made Mummy happier, which made Daddy happier, which made me happier. *hehe* And Darling said he got into our inner circle. And he did. Thought Mummy and BB are like good friends now. *haha*

Love..

Love..

Me!!

Me!!

 We went our separate ways in the evening. Darling and I went back to City Hall for dinner at Asian Kitchen. They have the best roast duck! The fried rice was glorious with the abundance of ‘lakjiong’. *yum yum* And i simply love the ‘dou miao’. Had a great talk over dinner. It was lovely as usual!

My BB

My BB

Darling made me gourmet toast

Darling made me gourmet toast

We walked around for abit before Darling suggested going to Bakerzin for cakes. *woohoo* I love desserts. *hehe* Darling knows me well!

Dreaming of BB

Dreaming of BB

Had a really good day! Thankies Darl Darl! You are the best! No one can beat you! Don’t care about other suiters out there because I only have eyes for you. No one can take my deepest love for you away!

 

(Pictures in this entry are taken on various occasions *smiles*)

It’s Branchel’s 2 years and 1 month anniversary today (on the 20th)!! *woohoo* It doesn’t feel like we’ve been together for more than 2 years. Seems like it was just yesterday when it all happened. *haha*

The smartest thing I did..

The smartest thing I did..

Darling makes me smile..

Darling makes me smile..

I remember we used to argue over everything in the initial stages of our relationship. My sis even complained to BR about the commotion coming from my room. *haha* Everything was new, unknown and unstable. We were aware of our affection for each other and our chemistry but there was still much to learn and understand about each other despite the 4 years of friendship we shared. Through communication and deeper understanding, we worked everything out better than expected.

Darling Loves Me

Darling Loves Me

Darling Loves Me Alot

Darling Loves Me Alot

Darling says, "If you would let me.."

Darling says, "If you would let me.."

Darling, thank you for your ‘perseverance’ throughout the 4 years of friendship. It made the impossible possible and I’m thankful for your sensitivity towards my fun-and-funny-friend catalytic statement. *hehe* I love you baby and I’m sure we will build the most beautiful and saccharine sweet future together! *亲亲 抱抱 吹吹*

I am the happiest that I have ever been... ever... =)

I am the happiest that I have ever been... ever... =)

Lovely weekends!
Friday’s movie date was splendid. Woke up mid-afternoon after knocking out the previous night. Had to scrap plans to head to town in search for new shoes because it would be too rushed. I’m in desperate need for new footwear. *haha* So I took my own sweet time in getting ready for the movie date with Darling and finished watching the latest episode of Criminal Minds on tape. In case you were wondering, I’ve been unusually ’unbusy’ for the past few days since tutorings were cancelled or postponed. I had plenty of leisure time to complete watching episodes of CSI and Bones. If Darling hadn’t become part of me, I would have easily turned into a TV addict. *haha*
I reached Darling’s workplace early, got my monthly UK Glamour magazine fix and flipped through other magazines at MPH while waiting for Darling to get off work. Hate that his PMS-ing colleagues were giving him a hard time. If I were Darling, tempers would fly. *haha* Won’t let anyone push me around just cause they are having a bad week. B***hes!
Darling totally enjoyed Angels & Demons. He’s attracted to the Vatican City. Bumped into Jolyn and her boyfriend before the movies. Such a small world. But it’s always Darling’s friend we are bumping into. *haha* We thought A&D was better than Wolverine. No eye candy but at least it was engaging. Can’t wait for Transformers in June. *hehe* Much anticipated.

Darling introduced me to my current favourite Starbucks fix–dark berry chocolate frappucino. *woohoo* It’s pretty sinful.

My Wallpaper

My Wallpaper

Smooch for Darling

Smooch for Darling

Can you see Darling's fingerprints?!

Can you see Darling's fingerprints?!

And we discovered a new night spot to chill after a day’s work–my poolside. *wahahaha* It might be a little warm but the silence of the night makes it a good place for heart-to-heart conversations.
Poolside

Poolside

We were supposed to head out the whole day but were engulfed by our laziness and went back to chill in the Fortress. Practically slept through the afternoon. We are such bums. Some random pictures taken whilst lazing in the Fortress on various occasions. Darling’s testing out his semi-pro.
Lazy Bum

Lazy Bum

Marc Jacobs & Chanel

Marc Jacobs & Chanel

Darling's Collection of Watches

Darling's Collection of Watches

 And some pictures taken with my Nikon digital camera. Pictures are really back-dated. Just got the time to sort them out now. CNY, my 23rd birthday and random web-cam pictures.

Snuggle in Fortress

Snuggle in Fortress

Darling at Asian Kitchen

Darling at Asian Kitchen

Adorable yea?

Adorable yea?

1st time squeezing with the crowd at Chinatown during CNY

1st time squeezing with the crowd at Chinatown during CNY

Darling brought me to JUMBO

Darling brought me to JUMBO

My Little Birthday Cake from Darling (23rd Birthday)

My Little Birthday Cake from Darling (23rd Birthday)

2nd Hand-drawn Birthday Card from Darling

2nd Hand-drawn Birthday Card from Darling

Kisses for My Love

Kisses for My Love

B-day Present: Miu Miu Coffer in Lambskin from Darling!

B-day Present: Miu Miu Coffer in Lambskin from Darling!

B-day Present: YSL Touche Eclat from RuPing (BingRu & HuiPing)

B-day Present: YSL Touche Eclat from RuPing (BingRu & HuiPing)

Oh My! Darling cracks me up EVERYTIME!

Oh My! Darling cracks me up EVERYTIME!

~NINJA~ *woohoo* Finally possible to execute the late night stint after the long hiatus. *haha* Doesn’t matter if the cab fare cost. Just thankful the night with Darling could last longer. Darling sent me home and waited by the pool while I bathed, packed and came down an hour later. I love it when Darling appreciates parts of me which I secretly like. And just the other night, he pointed out that i had dimples on my ****. He really does take note of every little details. It makes me feel special.

We met up with BingRu at Khatib McDonalds for a late night supper at 2am after he sent HuiPing home. I almost forgotten MCD’s fillet burger and fries are such comfort food. I want more! BR gorged down 3 large fries that made his tongue bleed from salt abrasion. What a ‘refreshing’ sight. *wahahaha* I was almost knocking out by the time we reached home (it was 4am!) but decided to wait for Darling to shower before falling asleep in his hugs. Slept all the way till 1pm the night afternoon before being awaken by Darling’s kisses. *aww* It’s the best waking up to My BB. *slurps* Lazed around till 3am before dragging my lazy bum to shower while Darling went down for a haircut. *woohoo* Love it when Darling has really short hair. Sexy! *woohoo*

I wish the weekends didn’t have to end. Parting with Darling’s the hardest thing to do. The sad look on his face makes my heart ache. The way he endearingly pleads me to stay for another night makes me wish we were financially stable for our own apartment. Despite the constraints, I’m contented with what we have now. I should be. Being love by BB is the most amazing gift I can ever receive. Darling, I love you. Very very much!

Alrightey, finally got the long due pictures from Darling after I hreatened to kidnap his memory card. *phew* His semi-pro really does take wonderful vibrant-coloured pictures. Oya, the reason there are more pictures of me is because Darling’s the pro-photographer and I’m too scared to handle his semi-pro since I’m the clumsy one. Get the picture? Too afraid I’ll smash/drop it into the river. I have the tendency to do ridiculous things.

Presenting to you Branchel’s 2nd Year Anniversary Toulouse watches by German watchmaker Theorema. Mechannical self-winding movement stored on 25 jewels, face diametre of 46mm excluding the crown, mineral scratch-proof glass on both sides and full skeleton gold watch on genuine leather strap with Theorema gravure. It’s a beauty, isn’t it? My gift to Darling for our 2nd year of Brancheling. It’s my current favourite timepiece and I’m never out and about without it.

Luxury Watches

Luxury Watches

Theorema Watches

Theorema Watches

Hold my hand my Darling

Hold my hand my Darling

I turned down a persistant parent a tutoring session that morning just so we could enjoy a nice little brunch at Bakerzin. I miss having my sweets. *hehe* I think Bakerzin should do something about their ala carte menu. The food was of mediocre standards. I’ll just stick to their glorious desserts the next time round. Can never have enough of their chocolatey cakes and dark chocolate and pistachio macaroons. *slurp* I supposed Darling was overdosed with sweetness his face kinda of pruned up. *haha* But he still obliged to my need for desserts quite so often. 

Darling at Bakerzin

Darling at Bakerzin

What should I have?

What should I have?

Water Spill

Water Spill

Bakerzin Lavende Cake

Bakerzin Lavende Cake

Bakerzin Mushroom Soup

Bakerzin Mushroom Soup

Bakerzin Chicken Chop with Sauteed Potatoes & Mushrooms

Bakerzin Chicken Chop with Sauteed Potatoes & Mushrooms

Bakerzin Grilled Chicken Wings

Bakerzin Grilled Chicken Wings

Bakerzin Souffle

Bakerzin Souffle

Darling stunned me with an ultra lame stunt before revealing a Swarovski encrusted Hello Kitty stick-on. It’s so pretty and bling. Exactly the one he promised to get me. *woohoo* My mobile is now Chanel-ed and HKitty-fied. Love it! As for the lame way of presentation, I’m utterly taken aback and couldn’t help but burst into hysterical laughter, much to the dismay of Darling. *wahaha*

Hello Kitty Bling

Hello Kitty Bling

We still had time to spare before our movie so we popped by our favourite stores to browse through the racks of clothes and tried on pairs of pretty heels. If I could have my way, I’d own all pairs of shoes from Zara. *darling gives the disapproving look* Stopped for drinks at Starbucks and cam-whoring begins. I’m seriously addicted to Twitter; tweet just about anything. Don’t care if nobody reads it as long as Darling is my twitter fan. *hehe* I’m Twitterchel and Darling’s Twitterdon. *haha* Alright, I’m corny. Darling got a spanking-new Nokia phone. And mind you, he didn’t part with his iPhone just yet. He just got the E75 just cause Singtel’s charging him ridiculous amount when he surfs wireless on his iPhone. ATAS right? One phone for entertainment purposes and the other for basic phone capabilities. But I can completely understand his logic. I mean, I see the need to get identical pairs of shoes in different colours too. I’m not in a good position to argue with Darling, yea? *hahaha*

Starbucks Tall Mocha Frappucino & Raspberry Blackcurrant Frappucino

Starbucks Tall Mocha Frappucino & Raspberry Blackcurrant Frappucino

Mobile Tweeting

Mobile Tweeting

Darling's Spanking-new Nokia E75

Darling's Spanking-new Nokia E75

X-Men Origins: Wolverine was alright I supposed. Expected more action. But I do miss snuggling up to Darling during movies. *hehe* And I prefer The Cathay theatres to others. So watching Wolverine at a GV cinema just doesn’t match up to having spacious couple seats at The Cathay.

We roamed around alittle bit before heading down to our traditional buffet place for dinner. The food might not be at its best but it was good enough for us since it brought back many memories. Can’t wait for buffet at Carousel though. Heard it has a good spread and luscious selection of desserts. *hehe*

We took a late night stroll along Clarke Quay, enjoying the lights of the night and the cool breeze. It was beautiful. Ended up at Mediya and I started searching intently for my Matcha milk candy. *haha* No such luck. Never mind. Founf it the next day anyway. *hehe*

Late night stroll

Late night stroll

By the Singapore River

By the Singapore River

Capture Me

Capture Me

Dizzy With Love

Dizzy With Love

The day seemed short. It always is when you’re with the company you love. And if we could, we’d spend every single day together, enjoying each moment to the fullest, not having to worry about time and other commitments. Baby, I love you. And U know you know that too! *hehe* The pictures below aren’t taken with Darling’s semi-pro but ages back with my Nikon digital camera. It actually takes pretty amazing pictures. Sometimes.

Darling posing

Darling posing

Me posing

Me posing

Bright Lights Late Night

Bright Lights Late Night

Just You & Me

Just You & Me

BB, I love you. Sometimes I lay awake in the middle of the night thinking about how much joy and love you have brought me since I met you 6 years ago. Every moment spent with you is indeed fun and funny. I wonder what could have happened if we had realised our affection for each other earlier than The Date. How things would have been if I had went with my instincts and lay my head on your shoulders. How things would have been if you had the courage to tell me how you felt earlier. That said, I’m more than contented with us becoming us on The Date. Things happened for a reason and Us just happened to evolve only on The Date. I’m eager to see how our future together will be like. I’m eager to see what tomorrow brings us. I’m eager to live the remaining time of my life with you BB. No one but you. Because you are the only one I love, want and need till the end of time. Brandon, I love you!

Darling asked me if I truly love him and I thought my world came to a stand-still. I mean, if what I have for him ain’t true love, I don’t know what else is.

I have never been head over heels crazy over someone. I have never given anyone that much respect as I have for him. I have never gotten jealous over any of my exes talking to another girl or so much just look at one. Having said that, I was never that vulnerable in love as I am with Darling. I used to be tough and independent. I used to believe I don’t need a man to grow old with. But Darling came, swept me off my feet, changed all that and ‘fucked’ up my life (reads: I don’t exist without him). I’m dependent on him for the slightest things. I’m no tough chick anymore. And I absolutely want him in every part of my life till I die and rot. There’s so much so much more that spells how much I really truly love BB and how much he means to me.

Sometimes, I wonder if what Darling and I have is real. Because nothing real is ever that perfect. Perfection doesn’t exist, much less last. Our love is perfect in every way that it frightens me to think that perhaps all these wonderful moments with Darling is nothing but a dream.

So tell me Darling, do I really love you or what?!

I hate it when the weekends zoomed pass in a blink of an eye. It always happens when you are having the time of your life. Saturday was our lovely anniversary date. Belated for almost 2 weeks due to the examinations. Had a simple date at our favourite hangouts and our traditional dinner buffet at a nostalgic venue. I shall go into details once Darling passes me the pictures for that day.

People go out on the weekends but we hit the streets, restaurants and malls on weekdays and laze at home on weekends in our little fortress. Darling calls it our ‘nua’ days. And I actually enjoy the weekends when we were basically doing nothing. We eat, sleep, laugh and eat again. The fortress is my favourite place to be and seriously, I hate to leave it and be Cinderella. I hate being Cinderella if you get what I mean.

Anyway, I was down with fever for a week during the examinations, plagued with my ‘problem’ for the last 2 papers and then rolled around in pain due to cramps during the weekends. And who was there to take care of me but Darling. I seriously won’t survive without my Brandon Baby. He tucked me in bed, made me gulp down glasses and bottles of water and even escorted me to my tutorings when I was burning with fever and lethargy. And when the period pains kicked in, he laughed at my screamings, let me hug and dig my nails into his sexy hairy calves before massaging my abdomen with medicated oil. He tucked me in bed with layers of quilted blankets and mountains of pillows and bolsters, making sure I felt less of the pain and more comfort. And when I asked BB not to leave my side, he smiled, stroked my hair, kissed my cheeks and reassure me he’ll be by my side reading the Sunday papers I bought him. I love my BB to bits. And an hour or two later, he snuggled into bed with me, hugging me close before we slumbered for another few hours. Time to time, I peeped at Darling sleeping next to me, thinking to myself sweet thoughts of how lucky in love I am. I always sleep like a baby next to Darling.

After 5 hours of nap, we cabbed down to our favourite prata place at Thomson Road with Bingru and Huiping just cause I told Darling I had cravings for prata. *hehe* Had my usual order of mushroom cheese prata. It’s the best! The 4 of us then walked to Thomson Plaza. It reminded us of the days when we were kids tagging along with parents on the weekends to malls for a family day out.

And wth! I’ve been searching high and low, at every corners of Japanese supermarkets for my matcha milk candy only to find it stocked up to the max at our friendly neighbourhood supermarket–NTUC. Imagine my estacy when I caught side of the plain medicine looking package among the rows of candy. I accidently groped Darling in delight. I was pardoned because Darling agreed it was a discovery worth the exclamation. *haha* We made off with 7 tubes of my matcha milk candy, a bar of chocolate, Kinda Joy and chips. Had supper at KFC cause the Su brothers wanted to.

Cabbed down to West Coast Park McDonalds to chill out. Had a really good time talking and laughing. Took a stroll by the ‘beach’ before kissing goodbye. It’s time for Cinderella to go home. *boo*

I really love my BB! We are so compatible in so many ways it’s going to make you crinched if I put it all down. Oh, just recently, a friend of Darling’s mum (my Future Mum-In-Law=FMIL) commented that Darling and I had 夫妻象! We both couldn’t stop grinning and blushing. *wahaha* I’m secretly high over that comment. I’m ’shameless’. It’s no secret I want to be BB’s Mrs Su. *haha* Darling calls me Rachel Su anyway. I’m contented with our relationship status for now. Marriage will come only when both of us are financially stable. So to all who’s waiting eagerly for us to get hitch, you just have to wait because it ain’t going to be that soon. We’ve got a plan. *hehe*

Can’t wait for the weekends to come. I’ve gotten the tickets for Angels and Demons just cause Darling’s interested. Made bookings in advanced to avoid disappointing Darling. *haha* Darling, I’m such a sweet fiancee right? *wahahaha*

Nitey…

I wish I was smoking hot.

Alright, that’s so random. And I just wished that out aloud.

Anyway, it’s 3 plus in the morning and I’m waiting for Darling to ring me up. Exams are finally over and I do not want to talk about my papers. It’s about time I get to enjoy life to the fullest. Haven’t been living the carefree life I had hoped to since the beginning of the year. Drugged with piles of lecture notes, books and deadlines for so long. I do think I deserve a break.

I’m starting on macaroons and cookies baking projects and having the hopes of mastering the art of cooking Chinese cuisines. Not exactly cuisines. But as long as it satisfy Darling’s hard-to-please taste buds, I know I will make it as his future personal ‘cheferine’. *hahaha*

We’re celebrating our belated 2nd year anniversary in just a few hours time and I can hardly wait to get my hands on those cold prawns. *wahaha* Was blabbering on the phone with Darling while walking home from the last tutoring of the day about how I miss peeling those cold prawns for Darling. Made reservations at Carousel initially but decided to reschedule it to our 25th month anniversary since they’ll be having a Hokkaido spread that week. So we ended up choosing our non-fanciful favourite buffet hangout. It’s where we met up for the first time out of school for a meal. Vague? I’m not spilling the beans. Nostalgic.

Alrightely, Darling called at last. Nitey.