I loved last Monday night. Spent the night over at Brandon’s place, helping him rushed his individual assignment for Financial Planning. What a module! I have immense respect for him for taking up Accountancy. It’s probably the toughest Business Degree ever! I suck at any accounting modules. They drain my brain and fry it dry. I get absolutely stressed out and grouchy just by looking at the balance sheets and what nots. Anyway, I did what I was best at and helped Darling summarise eight newspaper articles, most of which I had no idea what they were yaddling about. I don’t bother with the financial section of newspapers. Summarising them were a pain in the ass. But I held on because I wanted to be useful. Would feel damn guilty and useless if I couldn’t help in any way. So I reread the articles till I could decipher the content. *bleah* Took a little break and watched Criminal Minds on TV with PILs. That show totally rock more than CSI Miami now. But Bones is the best! Season 5 is back on video streaming. *yippee* Alright, I side-tracked. I finished my parts, took a shower and started massaging the tensed muscles on Darling’s shoulders and back with a cartoonish massaging stick he got many months back because it was cheap and funny. Then my eyes caught sight of a bottle of peanuts and I started cracking the shells and feeding the nuts to Darling. He got addicted pretty fast to the nuts. *haha* Worked till late into the night before hitting the sack.

Got awaken by the freaking alarm clock 3 hours later. I hate Darling’s alarm clock! It shrieks like there’s no tomorrow! Watched Darling prepared for work before he cabbed down to Shenton Way and me back home. Was dead tired by that time but I made myself take a warm shower, put on a deep cleansing mask, Sk2-ed, fill up my stomach before falling dead in bed till I had to get up for my tutoring in the evening.

The rest of last week was practically crazily dramatic. I snapped mid-week and lashed out at a friend. If it wasn’t absolutely necessary, I wouldn’t have done so. I wanted her to get better soon and needed her to heed my advice when she asked for mine. Despite me being harsh, it woke her up. I wouldn’t have did it another way. I think she understood my intention for those things I said to her. I really meant well and was being objective. Anyway, things got back to being rosy soon after. *phew* But what advice I gave , it sure doesn’t apply to Darling and I. We have a different set of rules. *haha*

And I despise drama in my life. I don’t need any of it. I like the way my life is. Simple yet contented. Challenges and obstacles are fine. But not drama. Ain’t young anymore so I can’t handle unnecessary crap. I don’t have time for that. I need to focus on being happy, studies and money-making. Money-making is important if I want to get out of their claws soon. *haha* And I want to! I want my own apartment with Darling. Soon!!! I’m going nuts living under such conditions. Nuts!

Made Darling brunch on Saturday morning before the last lecture of the semester. Rolled different flavours of sausages in bacon strips and made an omelette sandwich. The bacon rolls were a success. *yay* I’m not much of a cook so it matters that food do not taste horrible or get burnt. Had a little talk with Emelia before class. We left early to meet our loverboys.

Darling and I hanged out around town since I wanted to get my magazine and only Kinokuniya has it. He accompanied me on a skincare spree. So much fun for me. Darling’s such a sweetie for not complaining about doing girlie stuff with me. He’s my best friend so he shouldn’t complain, right? *wahahaha* Love you baby! Love you for being such a sweetie to me always.

I like that skincare products come in small packagings. Hygiene and freshness are major concerns to me. IMO, small packagings allow the content to be kept at the freshest and cleanest state. Unless it’s products such as facial cleansers and makeup removers which I use like crazy every day. Bigger bottles aid convenience and they get used up really fast so hygience is not an issue with them. But imagine getting the largest bottle of Sk2. The essence comes into contact with air every single time you twist the cap open for application. The content will most defnitely get affected by external impurities. And you wouldn’t want that to happen after paying close to $200 for miracle water. *haha* 10ml lasted me 10 days with morning and night application so the smallest bottle works well for me. Will share with you my skincare procedures and tips when I get everything I need and see results. Still looking to change my day moisturiser, night cream and eye cream. It’s tough because I’ve got really sensitive skin and breaking out is the last thing i need. So, research research research. Darling reckons I’m fair enough and should stop with all this whitening and brightening craze. But men don’t get it. Women spent half their time maintaining their looks. It’s a neverending journey for perfection.

Darling accompanied me to my first accupuncture session on Monday. I was feeling so brave to get my sinus problem solved. The TCM doctor told me I needed constant sessions for it to work. I wasn’t scared of needles so I thought I could handle it. How wrong I was. I was scared to death. The doctor started poking needles into my face and head before I had the time to prepare myself mentally. Darling wasn’t allowed into the treatment room so I had no one to hold onto. I was still calm after the needles were poked into me but when they held a flame over those needles, I lost it. I couldn’t see a thing but could still feel, hear and smell. The chaota smell was freaking me out. I’ve got this unexplainable fear for fire ever since I burnt myself when I was young. Not seeing where the flame was heading to freaked me out even more! Kept hearing strange noises coming from other patients and I started imagining things. I was so close to sprinting out of the room. I kept tearing throughout the treatment, wishing the whole session would end soon. When it was finally done, I walked out of the room with my knees still wobbling in fright. I think I freaked Darling out with the look on my face. Had smudged eyeliner and mascara. He started comforting me but all I wanted to do was to leave the place FAST! Then I dug my head into his chest and started tearing. So paiseh. Me crying because of accupuncture. It wasn’t supposed to happen. *wahahaha* Alright, I have my moments of vulnerability. If a butterfly or a moth attack me, I swear I WILL cry! Anyway, thankfully Darling was there to hug me and sayang me. *awww* So sweet!!! Despite the horrifying 1st time, I just made up my mind to continue my treatment. Darling said I was brave to even give accupuncture a try. Wah! Even more determined to go for the subsequent treatments. *wahahaha* I’m bleak like this. Darling praises me and I’m all for it. *hahaha*

When I look back at all my entries, I’m reminded that almost everything about me is connected somehow to Brandon. I know it gets on people’s nerves when they think I’ve got no life, always being attached to My Boy. But I don’t really care when people pass such mindless judgements. And it doesn’t affect me at all. They don’t know me like how people who matter to me know me. I’ve never been happier in my life. Nothing short of feeling blissfully in love. And when I see friends get entangled in relationship issues, I learn from their mistakes and never make the same ones. I don’t want to be in their shoes and will never let those unnecessary conflicts happen. I’m happy and contented with the way Branchel is working out. And I’m f**king determined to make it last. Forever! 11 lifetimes! And more! *haha* I know what I want and I will get what I want! Love you Brandon!

Last night got me thinking but I was too lazy to mobile blog. Realised that there’s this saying goes that doesn’t apply to me at all. “Boys come and go, friends are always here to stay.” That doesn’t happen to me. I’m never a girl’s girl and I don’t know if it’s a sad thing. Friends, good friends, best friends, they just come and go. And I’m used to it. I’ve been treated the worst by girls whom I saw as good friends. I’ve been lied to and manipulated by best friends. Seriously, I had enough of said friendships. I never got hurt in any past relationships. Couldn’t care less when I ended them all. I’m not boasting, just making my point here that friendships inflicted more pain on me than relationships do. So I’m done looking for girls who genuinely treat me nice. No, I’m really done with it. I don’t think it’s going to happen and I couldn’t care less. Not sore, but I really don’t care for true friendships anymore. I know some friends reading this might get offended. What I’m saying is, I don’t expect anything from friendships. I will still treat you the way you treat me. And if I think you are worthy of my time, I’ll be nicer to you. But I won’t look past that and hope for a lasting friendship. Like I said, I’m done with it. Got burnt too many times to care anymore. I supposed this is unfair to friends who hope to have deeper friendships with me. But time will tell. And when that time comes, you will get what I mean.

The thing I truly and solely cherish is the relationship I have with Brandon. I know some may say it’s too early to tell since it has been only 2.5 years into the relationship but I know it. I can’t explain how I’m so sure of everything with him, but I know it’s real. Some may say love is unpredictable, but I know ours is predictable; I can only see it getting deeper and sweeter as years roll pass. Yes, go on and puke your guts out, or shake your heads at what you think is an immature statement. You are not me and you don’t know what I have. I worked hard at making this relationship work. It didn’t come handled to me on a silver platter. Relationships are hard work. It’s bull that love is the easiest thing. I haven’t been this compromising or submissive to a partner ever before. If you could relate a relationship to the Third Reich, then, I was Hitler. I made them bow / salute to whatever I say or want. I’m The Queen and if they don’t agree with that, fuck off. But things changed when I got together with Brandon. I don’t regret one bit being alittle submissive to him. Crazy enough, I like it. It makes me feel doted on and pampered when I’m his 小女人. It makes me happy. He treats me like how I should be treated. And I’ll treat him likewise. He makes me smile and laugh; listens to my ramblings and rantings like they are the most important thing on the planet. He makes me feel special, wanted, important, cherished. I like where I am now with Brandon. What matters is we are genuinely happy. It’s like hard work paying off. And I’m enjoying every bit of it. I don’t care what others say about me or my relationship with Brandon. You don’t matter and people who do matter to me (family) know how happy we really are. That said, if you violently disagree with me, I suggest you stop putting yourself through a hard time digesting my entries. Buzz off. Shoo.

I’m being really mean with this entry. It must be the examination blues. I’m meeting Darling tomorrow for lunch at Shenton Way. It’s going to be a good day. Days are good because we make them out to be. And I want to make every single day with Brandon better than the one before. I’m madly in love with you Sweetie Bear Bear. You know I am.

Before I blog about the awesome date last Friday, I shall briefly run through mid-week events. The stamps for Darling’s colleagues arrived and I went down to his workplace to pass them to Darling on behalf of Daddy. Thank goodness everything was done accordingly. And on days I met up with Darling were spent lazing around at home. Boring eh? Nope. I like lazing around and doing nothing. It’s a luxury.

Friday was the date Darling promised. Since we missed out on our 29th Monthniversary celebration last weekend, Darling decided to bring on a romantic date to Keppel Island. Have heard rave reviews about it and now you shall hear them from me. The place is gorgeous! Instead of driving or cabbing in, take the short walk in. It’s even better if it’s during early mornings or evenings. No scorching sun in sight. Hate the sun.

Anyway, Darling got tickets for The Ugly Truth before dinner at Keppel Island. Was intending to dine at Prive but the menu wasn’t that appetising despite the attractive desserts they have. Decided to dine at TCC instead and head down for desserts after. The opulent ambience at TCC by the bay is a far cry from those on the mainland. The menu was slightly different too. I heart the cream of porcini. Super love the entire evening. Had major laughs with Darling. I want to go there again again again! Darling was such a sweetie for bringing me there. Let the pictures do the talking.

Been contemplating to cut my hair short for the past 2 weeks. Darling thought it would be a change since he thinks I can take different looks. And I’ve gotten sick of the monotone length. Need to snip off old hair and let new hair shine. So Emelia and I took the plunged and headed down to Aljunied to snip off our old hair. Was really nervous because I haven’t gone short in more than 2 years. Took me a painstaking 2 years for my hair to grow up to my waist. The hairdresser was shocked and slightly nervous to snip off that much hair. She’s really good though–patient and friendly. It took multiple checks and snips for us to be contented with the length and style we wanted. Eme and I settled at MCD for some girlie chat after our haircut. Enjoying my new length. Can’t wait to show Darling tomorrow when we meet.

Alright, back to school work. Dreadful!

No pictures this week because despite having my camera in my MiuMiu all these while, I was too lazy to even start snapping pictures. Not so much of being lazy but preoccupied with all the fun I’ve been having lately. Lately, dates with Darling happened either in Our Fortress or near his area. Not a big fan of heading out too far since Darling’s caught up with school and assignments. Doesn’t really matter as long as I’m with my man. Makes me mad happy just to be hugging him or cozing up on the couch watching TV. Doing simple things or nothing with Darling makes me feel blessed in the most queer way. Perhaps age is catching up with me. Would rather be in bed with Darling than to melt under the insanely sorching sun.

Had a girlie day out with Emelia on Friday. Wore my newly altered dress I got from BonitoChico. Needed to take in quite abit at the waist but my seamstress did a really good job. BC has really pretty dresses the owners designed themselves in quality fabrics and is probably the only blogshop worth your time. Moreover, they have really good customer service unlike another popular blogshop I used to buy from. Out of the 3 times I bought from that particular blogshop, once they missed out on my order, second time they forgot about the parcel I sent back due to a faulty item and the third time, they forgot about my order until I emailed them a month later to question them about the backorder status. Even though the dresses were pretty, I don’t think I’ll be buying from them anytime soon.And because my mum’s in the apparel business, I can pretty much differentiate between quality fabrics and poly-anything.

Anyway, I headed over to Emelia’s place to help her paint her nails a deep shade of maroon before taking the train down to town. Roamed malls after malls, snacking non-stop. Wanted to surprise Darling after work with his favourite chocolate filled Dunkin Donuts but they were all sold out. *boohoohoo* So the 2 of us popped by shops after shops and chatted along the way. It’s nice having a girlfriend I can talk girlie stuff to. Darling, don’t get jealous alright? You are still my bestest bestie! *hehe* No one can replace you! *smiles*

Picked Darling up from work after the girlie date and we headed down to Bishan to meet up with MIL and RuPing for dinner. Finally bought their LCD TV. Bishan has basically nothing worth eating. Sorry, but true. Started feeling exhausted from my cold. Need to pay a visit to my TCM doctor soon. I want to get my sinus fully cured! Am even willing to try acupuncture! But I want Darling there just in case I get hysterical. *haha*

Couldn’t wake up on Saturday morning for the earlier lecture slot so slept till later with the intention to attend the later slot. But I received a text message from Emelia asking for company so I met up with her for lunch over at my place. Brought her to try my favourite bubble tea at West Coast Plaza. She had only good things to say about it. I’m loving the newly renovated WCPlaza and the hawker just opposite. They bring my whole estate to live! Used to feel really pathetic staying in the West due to the lack of good food. Not anymore. *hehe*

Class was a chore! Practically yawning away throughout the entire 3 hours. Stomach was growling and I was beginning to get grouchy from the hunger. Waited another 30 minutes for Darling to get off class. Received good news that Joel was coming to pick us up at school and driving us to The Cathay for our double movie date. *yippee!* Dined at Secret Recipe and had my usual fare of fish. Love fish! Caught Inglourious Basterds. Damn awesome movie! Brad Pitt was a genius! But Christoph Waltz was even better in portraying the Jew Hunter! Find myself wanted to murder him in so many ways. F**king good movie! Humour with a pinch of gore. Heart the gory scenes! *wahahaha* Movie was riddened with brilliant dialogues. (Check this out: http://www.imdb.com/character/ch0113048/quotes) Don’t expect historical links though. Don’t be naive and think Hilter was assassinated that way. He wasn’t.

Darling accompanied me home after the double date and waited for me as I showered and packed to get ready to NINJA over to his place. Love love love sleepovers in Our Fortress! Then it was my turn to wait for Darling to shower before we hit the sack. Blissful sleep throughout the night apart from the ridiculous dreams I was riddened with. And Darling hit my face in the middle of the night, startling me. Nudged and complained to him about his ‘abuse’. *wahaha* We fight in our sleep. *wahaha*

Crawled out of bed at 3pm the next day. Had dinner with MIL and she started telling me about Darling’s childhood. Could tell that Darling was a favoured son. Let’s just say I got the better of the 2 brothers. Sorry for the being blunt but it’s the complete truth. I’m thankful to bag a 稳重大好男人. Our future together will be damn rosy! *wahahaha* Anyway, I like having such talks with MIL. Makes me feel like I’m considered part of their family.

Had yet another romantic late night bus journey home with Darling. Love love love it! It totally slipped our minds that Sunday was Branchel’s 29th monthniversary until it was over. The very first time we actually missed our day. *hahahahaha* Goes to show dates don’t really matter as long as every moment spent together reflects enduring love. I love My Baby and am more than willing to make him part of my life. Couldn’t imagine not having him in the future.

Woke up freaking early on Monday to head over to Darling’s place to help out with the cooking. Wanted to make myself useful and make an even better impression on MIL. Got told that Darling’s uncles, aunty and cousins were coming for brunch as well. So I helped out with the vacuuming, cutting of ingredients and the frying of luncheon meat while MIL and Darling did most of the cooking. My Darling is a freaking good cook. Good is an understatement. They came, they ate, they praised and I did the dishes. MIL’s fried beehoon is the best and the only one I eat. I don’t even eat fried beehoon at all. But MIL’s fried beehoon is godly. Everyone who has tasted it has only praises for it. Spent the entire morning busy in the kitchen. Palms started to wrinkle up so I lathered them with moisturiser and continue watching my 女人我最大 videos. Many thanks to HuiPing for the links she passed to me regarding the videos and product page. I’m determined for my tofu skin to make a comeback! Darling says I’ll fair enough but I don’t think there’s anything such as too fair. I’m in the process of changing my makeup and cleansing range and have made deep cleasing a weekly MUST for clean skin. I skipped that a while ago and started breaking out like crazy. Totally killed me. Going to add whitening and hydrating masks and products slowly to my regime since I’ve got sensitive skin and would hate for it to start breaking out. I’m no longer that young and definitely to start taking care of my skin.

We nua-ed for the rest of the day. Slept throughout the entire late afternoon and woke up in the evening for TV. The long weekends just passed by in a flash. I want more long lazy weekends with Darling!

Realised that ever since I no longer needed to make multiple trips down to Serangoon, life’s been rather relaxing. Don’t know if this is what I’m looking forward to since it meant that I need to watch what I buy now. Took up a couple of new assignments with lower pay cheques. Took comfort in not having to travel far for the assignments. Public transportation is such a chore.

Wednesday was date night with My Love. Had Japanese at Sushi Tei. Heart that place. The prawns with flamed roe is my favourite! Darling loves the squid fritters. We don’t usually dine at Japanese restaurants that often these days since Darling prefers Chinese cuisine to Japanese ones. Fine by me as long as the food we put into our mouths satisfies our tastebuds and stomachs. Nothing can be worse than an unsatisfied stomach after a meal. That’s why I’ve boycotted Sakae Sushi. Every single time I decided to give it another go, I get annoyed with myself after the meal for spending money on rubbish Japanese food. So never again will I stoop low and dine at Sakae. Unless someone pays me good money to. *yikes* Got tickets for The Proposal. Movie was better than expected. Couldn’t stop laughing at certain parts. But then again, Darling always comments that it doesn’t take much to tickle me. *haha* Didn’t realised Ryan Renolds was actually rather good looking. Men with dark hair, tall physique and broad shoulders usually look good.

Had a lengthy project meeting on Thursday. Group mates turning up hours late ruined my plans for the day, which in turn resulted in angst. Rushed down to Kallang for a little girlie hanging out session with Emelia. Have been bonding with her ever since our boys fixed that triple date some time back. It’s nice having some girlie time sometimes. We talked as I painted her nails a midnight blue. Shared makeup secrets and even stalked Darling on Facebook. Nope, I don’t have a FB account and will not succumb to the ‘need’ to have one. Stalked Darling’s FB using Emelia’s account. *heh heh heh* Much fun. Raced down to Darling’s place for a short meet up. Things took a turn for the bad and I ended up bawling my eyes out. *sigh* Quarrelled with Darling. But me crying like a poor kitten melted Darling’s heart and all was well when I left. Cabbed back home with melted makeup,  swollen eyes and messed-up hair, hoping no one was waiting for me at the door. Darling called and we had a long talk through the night. Felt astonishingly merry that night despite the bawling earlier on. I know I’m really blessed to have Darling in my life. I live a life filled with love. I’m doted on every day. I wake up every single day knowing I won’t be growing old alone; BB’s going to be my life-long partner.

And since I slept late the night before, I was late in meeting Emelia the next afternoon at Toa Payoh. Accompanied her for a blood test (NO! It’s not what you guys think it is! Siao!) since she has an extreme fear of needles and syringes. Was a good girl because I kept my promise to Darling and took my lunch. Headed down to ION for another session of window-shopping in The Maze. The place’s madness. I can never find my way around despite a number of trips there. Have only managed to master the basement shops. Need Darling to be with me if I don’t want to get lost.

The weekends were spent in Our Fortress. Pure relaxation: eat, sleep, TV. I kind of like spending the weekends at Our Fortress and away from the crowd. Did mask, pedicure and feet massage for Darling. Think it’s the little things like these that Darling loves. Will do this weekly if Darling allows me.

Some random pictures. Took the present Darling got me for my 21st apart and changed it into a charm for my necklace. It felt special wearing the heart-shaped garnet crystal (my birth stone) on my neck since it was the first present Darling gave me when we had dinner together for the first time. My Marc Jacobs necklace is in my ‘museum’. *hehe* Don’t dare to get it plated again just in case it breaks apart. I will die if that happens. Well, almost die. *haha* Got that BBQ chicken from Shop N Save. And surprisingly, it tasted really good! Juicy and meaty.

So that’s all from last week. It’s going to be even more ‘boring’ this week since Darling’s plagued with countless assignments & projects. Fine with me as long as I get the occasional hugs and kisses. Another nua-ing weekends. I love. *Yippee!*

Since I haven’t updated for more than 2 weeks, I’ve done picture collages to cramp all the pictures taken during the past dates. So a short post.

When I thought we couldn’t meet up for dinner on the night of our 28th monthniversary, Darling called to say he wasn’t going for lecture and asked if I could meet up with him for dinner. *whooppee!* So I shifted my night tutoring to an earlier slot before dashing down to Vivocity. It puts a smile on my face to see Darling smiling back at me. Decided to dine at Asian Kitchen. Was utterly famished so we got snacks from Old Chang Kee and sat waiting for our dishes to be served. My favourite fried rice was such a disappointment. The one served at Raffles City had lak jiong in it but this had none! *sad* The fat prawns they gave didn’t even redeem the fact that lak jiongs were missing. Ordered fish slices and our favourite stir-fry dou miao. The fish slices were an instant favourite with me! Major yum! And since they only serve braised duck slices instead of the usual roasted duck meat, we ordered a plate to try. It was one of the best duck meat ever. It’s boneless too! I hate it when duck meat is served with bones. Unless it’s duck neck. Every dish was good apart from the disappointing fried rice.

Went to look for some SL while Darling stood in a corner entertaining himself with the games on his mobile phone. Thrilled with my purchase! We chilled out at Pacific Coffee and the hazelnut latte gave me a sleepless night. I’m quitting caffine for real. It’s been 3 weeks since I last had coffee. Been shopping for tea since. Got some flower tea from Muji and Darling bought me rosehip and hibiscus teabags. *muak muak* Realised sipping decaffinated tea nightly gives me good sleep. Say goodbye to insomnia. *yay!*

Met up with Emelia to continue blinging our phones. Spent a bomb on getting the swarovski crystals but the total cost spent on them was much cheaper than getting someone else to do it. *haha* The boys joint us at Starbucks after their work. Had dinner at Lau Pa Sat afterwards. Been going on alot of double dates with Emelia and Joel and it has always been mad fun. Enjoying hanging out with them. Can’t wait for the girlie date with Emelia this coming Thursday.

Sunday was another dinner date with Jomelia near our boys’ homes–Buddy Hoagies. Chilled with them for awhile before Darling and I popped by at MCD for supper and EPL match. *smiles*

Caught Coco Before Chanel and Final Destination 4 that week with Darling. Both movies were alright.

Since Darling didn’t had time for me on a particular Saturday, Emelia and I hung out at ION after GM lecture. Had the best fishball soup at the foodcourt, accompanied with glorious D24 durian stuffed odeh odeh. Major yum! Went mad at Muji and got plenty of snacks for Darl Darl and teabags for myself. I continue searching for that shoe shop after Emelia left on a date with Joel. Finally located it and got my lovely flats. Headed home for dinner and sulked alone with my tea and Kettle chips. Lonely Saturday. *pout*

Last week, Darling was in the mood for buffet at our 老地方(the place we had our very first dinner at). So I changed out of my boring dress into something more dressy for our date. Uber looking forward to it since we’ve been having lesser time for proper dates. *pout* Picked Darling up from work and we walked all the way to Chinatown to take bus to our 老地方. Food wasn’t the best (definitely not horrible) but love going back to reminiscene the initial stages of Branchel. *haha* Took a romantic walk along Clarke Quay after having our fill. Stopped by Meidiya to pick up some snacks. Terrific date. *smiles*

Had dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen at Holland V after Darling’s long lecture last Saturday. Rejected going out with Jomelia and SBR becaused Darling was some alone time with me. *甜甜的约会* I heart CJK’s porridges! They do Canto-style porridges to perfection. In the usual BB style, he just had to order more food. Ordered half a roast chicken and some glutinous rice balls stuffed with yam paste. The rice balls tasted better with every bite. The glutton in me might just get some whenever I pass by a CJK restaurant. *haha*

Took a long long stroll all the way to Queenstown. Laughed like mad at each other’s antics. Camwhored while waiting for bus home to my place. Let the pictures do the talking.

Wanted to just stay in Our Fortress last Sunday but had to have dinner with PIL, SBR and Huiping. Dragged myself out of bed in the wee hours because I wanted to maximise my Sunday with Darling. It was raining dinosaurs and mammoth but I rushed out of house to meet him at Khatib. Darling proposed having MCD breakfast. And guess who we bumped into? Mr Joel Tan! He skipped Church and needed company so he invited himself to join us for breakfast. *wahahaha* Love having early breakfast with BB. Makes up for the lack of sleep and puts a huge smile on my face. Chatted for almost 2 hours before we went separate ways.

Had intended to pamper Darling with a satisfying long massage but we slept through the afternoon in the comfort of our bed. *woohoo* Rainy day plus comfy bed equals ultra satisfying godly sleep. Woke up by phone calls from SBR. Time to head out for dinner so I rushed through a head and feet massage for Darling. Intending to make up for it this week.

Had a steamboat dinner at Bugis. Lousy. Over my dead body if anyone wants me to go back there. Yikes. Caught up with Huiping. Never seen her ever since SBR got enlisted. Had usual girl talks on the latest skincare craze and what not. I’m switching my skincare and makeup products to Korean and Japanese brands soon since they suit Asian skin better. Darling sent me home at the end of the day. He’s been doing that lately. Sweetie.

Met up for a simple dinner at VivoCity on Monday. Chilled out at Pacific Coffee after that and Darling started doodling on my planner. He suggested we write out ‘concrete plans’ for our future. *haha* Camwhored for abit.  And since I forgot my trusty cardigan, I was shivering cold the whole while. Did some supermarketing before heading home early.

Seeing Darling tomorrow and I can hardly wait. Tuesdays are always horrid. Wish I could wrap my arms around Darling, snuggle into his chest and let all woes be washed away momentarily. He’s the reason I smile and laugh. Last weekend was one of the best times together–feasting and resting. Can’t wait to see what tomorrow will bring. I love my Mr Marshmallow Lips. *muak!*

Happy 28th Monthniversary to you My Beloved Sweetie Bear Bear! Thankful for having you in my life, showering me with love and care. There are times when I want to bite you so bad for being mean and there are times when I just want to snuggle in your bear hugs all day long. But I know whatever the emotions are, I love you. The perfect imperfect you. And I believe our love is here to stay; as long as you don’t cheat on me. I’ll castrate you if you do. I promise! *wahaha* Anyway, I need you to know I have utterly no intention of giving my heart to anyone else besides you. You can have it all. And if anyone tries to be funny with me, you’ll be the first to know and have all the royalties of punching and kicking them. Alright, perhaps not so much of violence but serving them a platter of icy cold stares should be enough of a warning yea? *hehe* I love you baby. And this ain’t going to change. *muak!*

Had a lovely date with Darling after work. Munched on Old Chang Kee before movie at The Cathay. Bruno was hysterical! Everyone needs to watch it at the theatres! It’s a MUST! Practically all movie goers were screaming, shrieking and roaring with laughters during the movie. It was offensive, grotesque yet queerly enough, it had us splitting our sides.  Sacha Boron Cohen did it again. If you thought Borat was amazing, Bruno is thousand times more entertaining than ever! There were some parts I could hardly bear to watch it. Seriously! I’m no prude but when it comes to gay men making out and swinging (yes! i do meant swinging!) their junk on the big screen, I cringed. *wahahaha* My first R21 movie at the theatres. I know I’m slow by 2 years but who cares. *haha* Bruno was AWESOME! Go watch it Jomelia, so we can all laugh and talk about it over food. *teeheehee*

Had Darling’s favourite warm duck confit salad at Coffee Club at Hotel Rendenzvous. I called the wasabi prawn salad and totally regretted it. The wasabi flavouring was overpowering. I should know better. Wanted some hot soup but was too full for another round of supper. Darling sent me home and that was it. Simple saccharine sweet date-night. That’s all I need. Love is all we need.

Oh yea! Check out Darling’s blog. Such a sweet entry he penned specially for me. Flaunting our love. *wahahaha* You should have the link. I shouldn’t need to post it here. *hehe*

Darling loves it when my creative juices flow and pen an emotional entry about Branchel. He likes that my blog entries are about him. *haha* It’ll be our 28th month anniversary real soon. He reckons the number 28 is special just cause it bears the same numeral to my birth date. Celebrating it a day early since both of us will be tied up on the night itself: me with tutorings and he with night class. I love counting down to our monthly anniversaries. Reminds me how far we’ve come and how close we are getting to our Dang Dang Dang Dang. That is if he still wants me years from now. He said something hurtful last night. Men can say darn mean things sometimes. Oh well, boys will be boys.

Realised I hardly have pictures of myself in my entries and since Darling hasn’t been blogging for ages, I 自拍 before our Friday date. My face looks smaller when my hair is tied up. Anyway, I waited for Darling at the lobby of his office. Couldn’t wait to see him. Been meeting up lesser since school started due to our commitments. Absence is to love what wind is to fire. Being apart from Darling makes me miss him even more; strengthening our love despite being away from each other. It gives us space to complete what needed to be done. Yet the yearning between us never fades. I’m besotted with my BB and being apart will never alter the degree of affection. That is unless he cheats on me. *haha* He wouldn’t for a fact. He knows what I’ll do if he does and I know what he’ll do if I do. It’s a common understanding between us. *haha* I sidetracked. We rushed through dinner before catching the Jack-Neo movie Where Got Ghost? . It was bad. The jokes weren’t the least bit funny, the plot unentertaining and the graphics were cheap. Such a far cry from the tearing jerking Money No Enough 2. Lousy!

Got some bites from Old Chang Kee and chit-chatted over a mocha frappucino at Starbucks. Started snapping pictures of Darling in his new Ralph Lauren polo tee I got him. The Singapore boutiques should bring in the ones meant for taller guys. It’ll definitely fit Darling better. We envied the people who got off cruises from afar. I need a holiday. Haven’t been to anywhere for far too long. *pouts* That trip to Malaysia doesn’t count. *haha*

Saturday was fantastically awesome. Darling picked me up after my class and we pondered over where to head for lunch. We wanted prata at Thomson but transportation home later would prove to be troublesome. Am trying to cut down the frequency of cabbing just about anywhere everywhere. So we took the bus down to Bukit Timah, thinking we could have Teochew porridge. But Darling proposed we try out Old Town Cafe. It’s the cafe opened by Mark Lee. And surprisingly, the ambience and food was good. I finished my bowl of prawn mee despite having no appetite. But I’m not too sure if I like white coffee. And I’m thinking of quitting coffee and switching to tea. It’ll be a better choice since I’m always heading to the bathroom after a cuppa. *haha*

Stopped by an old fashioned bakery and picked up some snacks. I’ve always adore traditional bakeries. So nostalgic and it makes me happy just looking at the pastries and cakes. *haha* Got 2 little piggies for Emelia and I. Daddy always buy my sister and I these piggies as the Mooncake Festival draws near. It’s almost a tradition to have it yearly.

Cabbed home to rest before meeting Jomelia in the evening for dinner. So much for saving money on cab fare. *haha* Had dinner at this Thai restaurant at Chong Pang. They have the best vegies and claypot tofu I’ve eaten! It was glorious! The rest of the dishes were equally good. Definitely have the urge to go back again for it’s reasonably priced fare. We ordered 7 dishes (i missed out on the picture of Kang Kong) and when the bill came, it cost less than 50 bucks. 48 to be exact.              

Headed to our usual LAN gaming haunt for L4D. I’m getting th hang of the game. But I still want my never ending ammunition. *whine whine whine* Need to set cheat codes, guys! *haha* These aren’t really good pictures of us in the private gaming room. Love double-dating with Emelia and Joel. It’s always fun. *haha* Anyway, can’t wait for tomorrow’s date with Darling. Booked tickets for Bruno. It’s going to be a mad laughing journey! *woohoo* And Darling’s bringing me to catch Coco Before Chanel next Friday! *whoopee!*

So long. *smiles*

*Dedicated to you My Love*

At 17, I saw him with a group of guys and deemed him to be one of those cassanova kinds, charming girls and then dumping them one by one. I had a bad impression of him. Bad was just a understatement.

At 18, a friendship formed when I assissted him with a project. I told him how heart broken I was when my best friend said cruel things to me. I shared with him the friendship that ended.

At 19, I ranted to him about being annoyed and disgusted that a fellow classmate of mine spoke so highly of me in front of me but threw daggers at me behind my back. He was my confidante.

At 20, I shared with him my relationship issues as he shared his with me. He related stories about his naval service as I listened eagerly. His text messages always made me smile. We had a solid friendship going on. It was a long distance friendship; we connected virtually. I was grateful for having him in my life.

At 21, I invited him to my birthday bash. It was the first ever real interaction we had. We were awkward. Yet, comfortable talking about stuff. From then, I knew he was my best friend.

3 months after, we met each other back in school. The issues of affection blossomed unknowingly after meeting up for lunches. We started revising school work together in the library. He was the only friend I wanted to hang out with.

3 days later, everything came crashing down. He ignored my text messages after I told him what a fun and funny friend he has always been. I felt lost and bewildered by his sudden change in behaviour. I felt I had lost my best friend. I cried uncontrollably. Then, it strucked me that perhaps there was something more than just friendship. He had hoped for something more and I had pissed him off with my statement.

5 hours later, I mustered up the courage and gave him a call. He finally picked up and we talked. I beat around the bush and asked him what was going on. He brushed it off without clearing the air. We hung up 4 hours later. I couldn’t sleep not knowing what was going on exactly.

6 hours later, I was back in the library. I had made up my mind to keep my distance. He had a girlfriend and I had just ended a relationship. Tears welled up whenever I think about staying away from him. I didn’t know if I could stay away from my best friend. He found me amongst other students. We talked and soon everything was back to normal. We were best friends again.

10 hours later, I told him we need to take a step back. I didn’t want to steal him away from his girlfriend. I wrote a confusing poem which frustrated him. He penned a blog entry to vent his anger.

30 minutes later, he confessed. He liked me. He had feelings for me. Everything seemed to fall in place right after that. Everything made sense right after that. Everything was perfect right after that. I knew why I felt so miserable for the last 24 hours. I couldn’t be without my best friend. I had fallen for him and I’m the last to realise it.

Darling Fiance, thank you for all that has happened. You’ve made my life brilliant from the moment our friendship formed. You were the missing pizzle piece all along. I’m glad we found our ways into each other arms and hearts after all these years. Baby, you are all I want, all I need. You give me strength and hope every single day. You fill my life with love and laughters. My life is complete with you in it. Brandon Su Yizhi, I love you. And I mean it every single time I say those 3 words to you. You are the only man I want to be with, spending the rest of our lives and precious moments together. We have the past, present together. Our future as Branchel will definitely be blissful as long as there’s our love. Love triumphs all–that’s our slogan. Sweetie Bear Bear, I love you! You will always be my best friend!

I seriously hate my signus. It ruins the day when it strikes bad. Will a nose job do the trick? *haha*

Love the fact that the weekends start on Friday. Was supposed to go back to Darling’s place for movie night but decided to meet up with MIL for dinner at Northpoint. As usual, the Bakerzin at Yishun is lousy with its selection of macaroons. Haven’t had macaroons for weeks. *boo* Got my bubble milk tea & sushi at the basement before meeting MIL. Popped by G2000 and got 3 polo tees for Darling. They were ridiculously affordable. It has got the same mesh fabric like the ones at Uniqlo. Love the way it fits Darling like a glove. For the very first time, Darling got a light coloured polo tee–a Tiffany blue. MIL likes the way it makes him look younger. I just love the way he looks in polos. *haha* And IMO, Uniqlo is overated. Polo tee basics are still the best at Ralph Lauren.

Had dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market. The thing about having Western food is that you get sick of it half way through the meal. I get sick from oily food easily because Mum hardly uses oil when she cooked for the family when we were young. Hence, my stomach can never take oily food. Instant bathroom visit. *haha* But my grilled fish was good. We just wished we had Chinese cuisine though. I think Asian food suits BB and I most. But TMFM definitely scores better than Fish & Co. That place is bad. One bad experience turned me off entirely.

Brandon, Emelia and I had lectures on Saturday. Dreadful I know. Saved a seat for Emelia and since lecture was the about the same old PEST, we gossipped away about our boys and the bad reputation of AKK. Had many laughs. It’s rare that I come across a sweet girl and it’s even rarer that I could actually click with her. I don’t look for many friends. Just a few genuine ones will do. And it’s always lovely to find a friend in someone you least expected. I found a friend in Emelia and let’s just say I’ll be her Cheerleader and Mafia whenever she needs me. *haha* I’m nice to people who only have genuine friendship to offer. And if anyone tries to put them down, I’ll stand up for them. Perhaps she’s stalking my blog this very moment. Let me get this clear to you stalker. Don’t you dare put my friend down anymore. Karma will consume you bitch. If you are insecure about the way you look, go do something about it. Don’t get jealous and insult others in hope of trying to boost your self-esteem. It doesn’t work this way! I was a victim of bully in back in school. Was made fun of daily for months. But I’m over them and even managed to make them repent over their immature behaviours. So to y’all haters, f**k off!

Lecture ended and I rushed off with my project mates to settle some stuff before dashing to meet up with Darling, Emelia and Joel. Double dates with Jomelia is mad fun as always. Took the bus down to Arab Street to shop for Swarovski crystals to bling up our phones–Project Zhng. Snuggled into Darling’s arms throughout the bus journey. Missed alone time with My Love. Missed his bear hugs and marshmallow kisses. The boys tagged along with us and Darling helped out in the choosing of colour schemes for our crystals. Got our zhng-ing materials and made our way down to Raffles City for dinner at Shokudo. Second fare there and I’m still loving it. Emelia and I were famished. Hadn’t eaten since the morning. The food was great, the company was even better! *smiles* Love surrounding myself with people of positive vibe. We went crazy with picture taking, gossipped and when I took out Funshine after our meal, the boys went crazy fiddling with her. Funshine brings fun to all of us. *haha*

Went around searching for tweezers to help us zhng our phone. Finally got it at some ulu shop. The boys were pretty high about us getting our phones done that night. So we camped at Starbucks and started to bling our phones under the dim lights. It wasn’t long before I got the hang of it. Totally love DIY-ing stuff. Why should I pay someone to do it if I can do a good job myself. The boys helped out here and there. Darling was the King of Glue, helping us apply glue to our phones. *haha* He aligned the crystals when I was done. Teamwork. *hehe*

Met up early with Darling to head down to Paya Lebar to collect a parcel. The weather was insanely scorching hot. Sought for shelter at Arnold’s for brunch. The chicken served there could be deemed a competitor of KFC. It was finger-licking good!

Celebrated Granny’s birthday on National Day. Dad asked me to bring BB along for dinner. And so I did. He didn’t want to show up initially, but did eventually. *smiles* Mum and Darling chatted like old friends. A couple of times, my newspaper-eating Darling had to refrain from correcting Dad about certain things. Must feed Dad’s ego. *haha* It was a good night. Darling’s becoming part of my family already, always getting invited to family affairs. *haha* He’s mine!

Darling booked tickets for UP at VivoCity so we left after the cake-cutting. The movie (cartoon) was really good. Enjoyed the storyline. Touching. It makes me think of Darling and I growing old together when he squeezes my arms or thighs during the movie. It was heart-warming. Can’t wait to move out and live with BB. He always brings joy to my life, making me feel special, lifting my moods when I’m down. The love he embraces me with can never be compared to anyone else. Baby, I love you. You keep me alive and happy. And I’ll do everything I can to bring happiness to you BB. I’ll be your perfect little fiancee. *kisses and huggies*

Chilled out at BB’s place the next day. Doing nothing and enjoying it with the love of my life is the ultimate luxury. *smiles* I love you Brandon Su!